Friday, June 27, 2008

Games with my head

A few dreams to catch up on...

1) My mother,brother, random invented male character and I checked into a hotel. It generally felt like a road trip, until my mom handed me a key and said "well guys, here is the key to you guys' room" with a smile to both me and the guy. Feeling a little weirded out by this, I brushed it off as a joke and followed the guy to the room and he stopped at the door, adding to my discomfort. He then asked me if I was ready for tonight, and seeing my confusion he went ahead and opened the door to reveal a huge room. The partial view we had from the door was an entire fully equipped private gym, and the rest of this area of the room was composed of many different kinds of black massage machines. Then he told me one of them was called the "chocolate chip massage" and you placed chocolate chips in it, and then they were melted and massaged onto your body. He asked me if I would use it with him and in disgust I yelled no and asked him what was wrong with him. At this point he asked me "what's wrong sweetheart" and proceeded to tell me that night was going to be a very special first night together as a married couple. Then I began to freak out screaming I wasn't married to him and that that had only been a weird dream I had had and that he was crazy, and he insisted we had married and the dream I had of our wedding, along with others of his proposal and dates which I swore I had only had dreams about, were in reality true events. So I was married to him, even though I wasn't even attracted to him in the slightest.

2) I felt very sick in my dream, in addition to feeling very sad. It was very psychosomatic. I went to Morgan because I was feeling so bad and he held me and told me to go get some medicine (Benadryl, I think). Then I walked around my high school looking for someone who might have some. Then I found my old physic teacher, Mrs. Ingle, in her room. She asked me what was wrong and said I didn't look so good. I told her I felt sick and she asked me to pass her her purse, which in the dream looked like a toolbox. She then asked me what was wrong, and I told her I was sad.

3) I had a dream where I ran a test similar to the one I was supposed to do in lab the next day, and I got the data back and it was exactly what I didn't want to happen. I also remember seeing my Howard Hughes roommate pipetting liquids.

4) My friends and I were having a good time in some random girl's house, a mutual friend of ours. Then we heard a warning for a flood, and we all jumped in Doug's car and evacuated to the nearest aiport.

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Doctors and Jello Shots

I can't remember where my dream started but it contained the following sections, in no particular order:

I was preparing a presentation or slideshow of some sort, and it was an assignment for a grade. I spent about 3 hours on it as soon as I got home from school because I wanted to do something fun later that night so I had to get it done. Then I clicked "save" and checked my email or something. I then remembered to go back and check something, and I found out I hadn't saved anything at all. My little brother then asked me if I had saved it in the special format, which I hadn't, and then said to me there was nothing I could do about it then. So, I was very angry and frustrated.

On another occasion, I was typing up a recipe for jello shots on the computer to post up on facebook or some other public profile. Then I realized Morgan was behind me because after I entered part of the recipe he told me I needed to correct an amount I had entered.

Then I found myself in a big lecture - I have a feeling I was in my first year of medical school. My professor finished her talk and I went to meet her afterwards. She had sprawled out on a table a bunch of vintage jewelry she was trying to sell, of which I remember wanting a pin that looked like a gold tree branch. The professor carried her small baby pet monkey on a little chain with a pedestal around her neck. I think its name was Dojo.

Saturday, June 21, 2008

I wished for a dream

Well, looks like I did dream.

My dream was in two parts. At first I was shadowing surgeons at an unidentified hospital for the summer, and my parents came for an open house, with my little brother. I remember something about them becoming slightly upset with someone and not having that great of a time, but reassuring me that they were very proud (at least my mother did).

The second part of my dream involved me preparing for someone to come over to what must have been my own private apartment. Whoever it was that was coming, I can't remember who, was definitely my lover of sorts because I spent most of my dream preparing my bedroom for special privacy. I made the bed, I organized the pillows, I put some nice clothes and perfume on, and I remember feeling very excited about the upcoming sex. The final step was the closing the blinds, but before I did that I remember looking outside the window and seeing it was the early afternoon and the sun was shining brightly on the street. There was a group of children playing, and I remember in particular seeing a hippie-looking young teenage girl, a blonde, wearing a red, flowy blouse and laughing as she played with a large red ball.

Friday, June 20, 2008

life hasnt been a dream

It looks like it has been 2 weeks since I reported a dream. I've been busy here in durham with my job and friends and I've had other things trouble my mind that have blocked my dreaming. But there has been one, only one dream this week that I seem to remember.
I don't know who it was but someone had an accident and their finger was cut off. I remember trying to stop their bleeding and preserve their finger, while calling 911 and driving to the hospital at the same time. I remember I wanted to let them know what happened so they could be ready for us when we got there.I vaguely remember running around inside the hospital.

I hope tonight will bring me a dream.

Friday, June 6, 2008

Childhood, Memories, Sex

A few dreams to report from the past few days.

I have been watching too much Grey's Anatomy. I had a dream where I was an intern at a hospital, and I'd just finished a really long, over 24 hour, shift, and I was eager to get home. But on my way out I happened to be holding one of my most cherished stuffed animals from my childhood, a little calf. Her name is Muca. Anyway on my way out there was a little girl with her nanny. Upon seeing my toy, she seemed really excited by it so I thought it would be cute to let her see it up closer and to let her pet it. But before I knew it she snatched it out of my hands, and said "now it's mine." I then told her it wasn't, and she needed to give it back, cause it belonged to me. The girl refused and I looked to her nanny for some support, who in turn just shrugged at me and told me she couldn't do anything about it. That certainly ticked me off some more so then I told the girl she needed to give it back immediately. The nanny then interrupted and once again told me there was nothing I could do, it belonged to the girl now. At this point the little girl began taunting me with "it's mine, it's mine, it's mine!" Then I completely lost my temper. I turned to the girl and yelled, "Shut up you little girl and give it back right now!"At that point, the nanny looked at me, completely outraged for yelling so cruelly to a little girl. She then exclaimed "EXCUSE ME! How could you talk to a little girl like that?! You had no right. I need to speak to your supervisor right now. Take me to her right now! I'm going to sue you...." So then I spent the rest of my dream looking for my supervisor all around the hospital, pissed, knowing the nanny couldn't do anything, and on the way, I saw a few random people around the hospital.

In another dream, my boyfriend and I went to Galveston Beach to eat seafood. We were in a restaurant when my friend Alyssa showed up. We were excited to see her we asked her to sit with us. Then my old waiter friend Kegan showed up, apparently he was a server at the place, and he chilled out with us for a bit. Then on the way out of the restaurant, I ran into an old high school friend, Will B. I asked him what he was doing there and said he was enjoying a bit of his summer at the beach with his mom. Then he added my ex boyfriend was driving bicycle taxis now and he had just dropped him off. When I looked across the street, there he was.

The next day I had a dream where a guy was chilling out with me at my house, and we ended up showering together (while my parents were in the house, too). Then when we got out of the shower he started feeling me up, and I told him I didn't want to keep going. I couldn't. Then he said, "you're right, I can't do this," and he proceeded to tell me he had lost his virginity, and to whom. Then we went into my room in towels and my dad walked in and told us dinner was ready, and totally didn't realize what was going on. I think he even talked to us a little bit.