Family and Death

The night before last I had a dream where I spent some time with my cousins in Peru. We pretty much did a bunch of sketchy teenage things and ate some food, and then went to a sketchy teenage party. It was a pretty cool college party. I remember eating some chicken and rice.

Last night I had a dream that some I knew died, and I thought it was my dad. I think I remember seeing him in a coffin. But then I realized my dad was still walking and around and alive after I went to the burial. At the burial I threw petals of multicolored flowers into the grave. It was strangely beautiful. I don't know who it was that died. I also remember hearing something about my ex boyfriend's new girlfriend. I don't know her, but I have wondered about her. In my dream, I heard her name.

What's weird about my death dream is that two girls died in a car accident early last night, very near my house. I didn't find out until this afternoon. My mom says a lot of people brought flowers to the place of the accident.